My Greatest Fear

It took me a while to truly realize what my biggest fear in life is. The first thing that came to me was obviously spiders and all other bugs for that matter. Let's be honest, who is not arachnophobic these days? Any bug flying around, with whatever motivation they have to annoy the shit out of me, makes me uncomfortable. Simply waking up with a spider crawling on my arm or lifting up a book on my desk to watch a cockroach attempt to scurry away, makes my skin crawl. But creepy crawlies aside, there is something that scares me more than anything, and that is failure. I have spent more sleepless nights than I can count wondering how I am going to make it in this world of competition. The fact that I am expected to start my career in two years makes me a little uneasy. What if I don't find a job that can support a family or even myself for that matter? What if I don't find a job at all? These questions that can't be answered are the only ones I wish were known. If there were any questions that I would truly look to someone else for the answer it is these. It would kill me to let down my family and myself. Hopefully I can overcome these worries and make something of myself.